School is starting soon which is this thursday? OMG!! So all the damn homework, tuition, tests and exam cycle comes again. But frankly speaking without all those it will be quite boring also.

Its new year eve today!! I just hope the fireworks really spark the whole year, bless and bring luck to everyone in this world especially to me, my family and my loved ones. Counting down to a new year is something like a tradition but i don't think this year my dad's going to bring us out to count down like the previous year.

Time flies when you are having fun. So if you had wasted your holidays doing nothing, better doing more to replace it..

That's it. My brother's coming back soon!! With my presents he bought for me!! Looking foward to that.
Looking foward to another new year.. Liberty..Fireworks at Niagara Falls
Made to look like fan..
A blue-green new year...


So now i am not afraid of PMR anymore!! It is completely over in my life and i will never have to take PMR again!! Cheer for the good news...

Another good news! I got straight A's ( 8 A's ) for PMR!! Overwhelmed, i should say? All mums will be proud of their child if they get good results. My dad as usual just say, " Get 8 A's huh? " Then he walked away...

Usually getting results is when you get rich. You will get money from the elderly. And as reminder, new year is coming again. Yey! But school is going to reopen again. *sobs*

Tomorrow i have to do something important. Which is not for some people to know.. haha. if you want to know ask me... i shall think twice before telling you though...

Listening to Into The Night by ( i don't know who )

Something goes, something comes

There goes my christmas celebrating nothing and here comes PMR results. How many A's can i get?

Of course i'm hoping to get all!! Everybody wants as many A's they can hope for. Who doesn't?
So lets just hope that our dreams come true.

Tomorrow the mistery beneath our hearts shall be revealed!!!

Listening to When I'm Gone by Simple Plan

Christmas eve...

Its christmas eve now as it is already 12.57 am now in Malaysia. I've done nothing yet on christmas eve and now i am here blogging.

Tell you something. I haven't gotten myself any presents for my birthday and for christmas and no one has given be any. So sad right? But that's what i expected because i don't give presents to others when it's their birthday or during christmas. I just give them sincere greetings as present.

Till now i have been to megamall and KLCC to see the christmas decoration other than those i had mentioned before. My dad says KLCC uses the same christmas tree every year but with different decoration.

So that's it.Decoration in KLCCOn the way home taken from the car...Rolls Royce at the Mandarin Orientals...The newer Rolls Royce... King of Perak and Kedah are also there...
Night view of KLCC... so nice...

Listening to Please Don't Stop The Music by Rihanna

Today is the day!!

Today is the day for tang yuan... Once in a year. Can still remember one year before on 22th i was eating tang yuan also... and then... i went to sleep at night... hahaha.. LAME..

Anyway, the tang yuan my mum make is pandan flavour leh. So original. Nothing to say actually, got pictures only..

House made...Website made... *wink*

Listening to Hate that I Love You by Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo

The voices within me...

There are voices within me
Warning me not to argue
When there are fights
Try to hold back my anger
But the problem is
How many times can i do that?

I admit that i've gone overboard
But sometimes
I really do feel that i am right
So i just fired back at her

There are voices within me
Telling me that it is wrong
Telling me that i should discuss it another time
Discuss it when the time is right
But will that work?

Like i have never tried that before
At the end of the day
The answer i expected
Was thrown back at me
"So you will remember this for life?"
The voices within me
That doesn't work at all

From that day onwards
I've tried my very best
To hold back my anger
But how long can i do that?
I have nobody to complain to
Nobody to share my problems
Except for the paper and pens
I had used to write what my heart feels

Will my life go on like this?
If it is
One day
I am going to burst
Like a ballon
Couldn't hold any more air in it
Burst and be uselss
And worst still - heartless

Listening to Nobody's Perfect by Milley Crust


Today, indeed, was a busy day as predicted. My parents and i were busy cleaning up stuffs and threw those useless things from the kitchen cabinet.

Of course, the victim of the day, as usual, is me. I had to bring all the rubbish from the kitchen out of the house to the garbage can. Unfortunately, the things in the cabinet were too much that they actually occupied the whole kitchen so my parents have to sort them out slowly and give me packs and packs of rubbish one by one. Poor me have to go in and out of the house so many times. I have counted!! Should be more than 30 times in total. The whole process is nothing but walking in and out of the house and i felt like i am undergoing some athletic training.

When it was finally over, i sat down and start reading my story book ( it was the exciting part when i stop to help ), there goes again, my mum asked me to fold clothes so i got to fold to prevent getting scolding from her although my legs are about to break apart anytime. I think they are going to ache tomorrow.

So there goes my Friday without a proper breakfast and lunch...

Listening to This is My Now by Jordin Sparks

Christmas hope..

It is nothing but giving
Giving to others
No matter who are they
No matter what are they

On this very day
He will give
She will give
You will give
They will give
Everybody will give
Give their heart willingly
Without selfishness

When someone is left out in a corner
Practically not realised by everyone
No matter how much he gives
There is no return
Like a blown away feather
Never coming back
Unlike the boomerang
Coming back after you threw it away

So there he is
So lonely by himself
Waiting for someone to give
Someone who cares for him
Someone who is kind hearted

He sob without a sound
Cry without a tear
Afraid to scare people away
All he wants is somebody to love
And somebody who loves him
That's all he hope to receive
On Christmas day

Listening to Do It Well by Jeniifer Lopez

What happens continued version.

What happens when one is heart broken?What happens when one changes underwear like nobody's business?Frankly speaking its my neighbour's... SHHH...

What happens when one's mother is not rasional when it comes to choosing a name for her daughter?
In hokkien it means crazy woman...

What happens when Hindraf cares for the people?
Amalkan 5 M...

What are the cats doing?


Listening to Real Girl by Mutya Buena

One U...

I went to OU with Fong Jiuan and my sister to celebrate. We went there at 10.30 am and started walking till 12.00 pm then we head to Genki Sushi for lunch. At first i was so hungry that i can gobble down an elephant but after eating a few sushi, i was full again..

After walking about half an hour, we went to the cinema for Enchanted. Man, it was great, funny and the girl is so innocent. After coming out from the cinema, i was hungry again so we went to esquire kitchen to buy fa guin. Then i feel that it is not enough so i went to buy rotiboy. I'm such a big eater.

Guess what, i met Min Yap, Wui Teng, Siew Choo and Gervaene there leh. Today when i was in OU with my mum, i saw Wui Teng again. So i went to him again.

Our conversation:
Me : Hello.
Him : Hello.
Me : Why are you here?
Him : Because of him. * points at a small boy he is carrying*
Me : Oh. You sleep overnight here?
Him : Yea, as if.
Me : *laughs*
Him : Why are you here?
Me : Because my sister is here.
Him : Then why are you here yesterday?
Me : Because it is my birthday.
Him : Oh.
Me : Then why are you here yesterday?
Him : For fun loh.
Me : Oh. *hammer knocks on head* @.@ chickens without feet, pigs without tail, donkey without ass..

So that's all.. And my birthday cake from Fong Jiuan's mum...

Listening to Shape of My Heart be Backstreet Boys

The day before my birthday...

On Sunday, i actually did almost everything that i don't want and don't like to do...

Early in the morning i have to wake up early and accompany my dad to HELP University College for the actuary science talk and it last the whole morning. After lunch, i have to follow my parents and grandparents to Bentong to visit my not-so-close-relatives.

I was bored to death there then my mum asked me to pluck groundnuts. I was like " Huh? groundnuts?" So i went there unwillingly to deal with all the muds covering the groundnuts. Then i finally have my own time reading my storybooks.

About 6.30pm, we went out for dinner and they were all very noisy. They were chit-chatting, drinking beer, karaoke, doing the yum-seng thing. OMG!! At the moment i just can't stand the noise and cover my ear. It was the first time i have been into an enclosed area that is so noisy.

Then here comes the worries. They asked my dad to drink brandy and i knew my dad is not a good drinker and i began to worry of my dad because he will be the one driving us home later. So i ask him not to drink but the kind of force him to drink so i can't help him either. If i'm not underage, i will definately drink for my dad even though it taste awful.

So some of the dishes were nicely decorated and one of them with a pig's head on it. Oh ya, the fruits were delicious.

Listening to The Potential Break Up Song by Aly & AJ

My birthday!?

My dad's and my birthday is coming!! Its the same day though... My brother's birthday also coming, but he is away in Japan enjoying his homestay there... Therefore i will not see him till January... I'm gonna miss him since no one will bully me and love me as a brother until he is back...

By the way, i celebrated our birthday with my grandparents and fong jiuan's family in Victoria Station again yesterday. I ordered Seafood Cocktail and Chicken Maryland for myself and i think they already cost about RM 30.80. Man!! Its so expensive... But that's life...

So my brother left just now and i am lonely once again as my sister is busy preparing her coming exam in January. I actually skip my last 15 minutes of theory lesson to send him to airport you know but it seems like he don't even realise my existence in the airport... I don't blame him though...

Listening to The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls

What happens?

What happens when one is feeling high?
What happens when one is crazy? What happens when one is love struck?
What happens when one is romantic?
What happens when one dies?

Listening to Break Anotha by Blake Lewis


There goes my holiday. Doing nothing after everything has ended.
My PMR!!!
What else can i do? Well, i still got my theory class, which is sooo boring that i don't even feel like doing the homeworks... =.=

Christmas decoration!!

So far, i've seen christmas decoration of 1U, Ikano, The Curve, Pavillion, StarHill, Queensbay Mall, one of the plaza in Penang.... Did i left out anything?

But i still think 1U's is the cutest, nicest although The Curve's one is quite nice, i don't fancy the cottage...

Hmm... why am i writing so short post?

No idea...

Bye bye ~~

Listening to No Promises by Shayne Ward


Actually its not a big deal going to Penang because i have been there before... but its a big deal when i get to swim!! It has been a long time since i last swim.. two years plus i think...


After swimming...

One thing incredible... i ate 'chow kuey tiao' every meal without fail... that was because Penang's one are more delicious than KL's but of all i find only the second last one i ate was nice... What to do? That's life...~~

And one thing about Ipoh... you can't afford to miss the 'nga choi gai'... it's so delicious and everytime i go Ipoh i will surely go for it... to me...

Went to Queensbay mall... saw the upside down christmas tree...
This is the one...
That guy's from China... doing the 'lai tong'...

In Penang...

Overall it was a cool trip... thanks to the swimming pool...

Just woke up... eating 'tau sar beng'... drinking milo also...

Listening to Tattoo by Jordin Sparks...

Its over...

Finally, its over... I've been waiting for long, my diploma... now i just hope i will pass...

So i was there very early. About one and a half hour before the exam. Thanks to my teacher, asking me to go early in case there is accident, road block or what nonsense... It was so hot there and there is no proper waiting room... Just a tiny little fan blowing.

I went in and saw my examiner. He is so cute and round, like a potato man. His hair is very short so the shape of his head is obvious, round... He is quite friendly but he killed me with a question for the viva. I don't know how to answer him then he calmed me down by saying don't worry... T.T

By the way, i went to 1U for dinner and saw the christmas decoration. So cute!!! I like the soldiers and the keys... It reminds me of my childhood...

Here are some of the photos...

This is very cute...

1 word


Its coming...

My piano exam, its coming soon. This Wednesday is the end of the world.

Today i had a exam recital with four other students including my sister in my teacher's house. It was scary and i did so badly in my first piece because of the stupid trill that i can't get right all the time. I was pissed!

Half way when i was playing, i sweated. I really have sweat coming down to my cheks and it was so irritating. After i finished that piece, i wiped it of but when i was in other piece, it came down on the other side. =.=

So i am hoping for no serious mistakes during the exam, good examiner and passing the exam.

Listening to No One by Alicia Keys...

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