Rhapsody Gone Wild.

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Clearly, trials had really put the day light out of our exuberant and animated life and made us ended up sulking and moaning about everything. Trials undeniably requires lots of efforts and concentration in order to make it pass the grueling process.

Now that trials is almost over, my vigorous study pace came to a halt. Crucial to get some rest and a perfect getaway from the brain-cells-killing exam besides celebrating my good friend's birthday, I joined in the fun on Monday, 21st September, 2009.

Reached there earlier than expected at 5.00pm. Couldn't resist the smirk I put up when Yi Xuan finally arrived with Gloria. I was in fact quite a stranger to those who arrived after me so I sat there quietly, trying hard not to make my presence significant. It was way awkward.

Things got better after that. The piano was open, Daniel arriving and the others ( couldn't be bothered to mention names ). When it was time to eat, everybody went to crowd around the food. So the congestion was bad and Yi Xuan and I decided to hold the meal back. The thing I got with piano is I couldn't really resist myself from approaching the piano when I see one. I could say I was pretty reluctant to play on it but in the end I did. This move itself caused a great commotion which could not even end. Not even after few days after the party. I could say I don't really know what happened but it was embarrassing.

Melvin Goh, the Jazz lover heard my playing through the massive chaos going on around him, which is what I don't understand till now. It was almost absurd because I myself couldn't really hear what I was playing. Well, don't bother me cause I'm practically babbling all the way.

So, what happened was after the eating session, Melvin approached me and asked when did I started playing the piano and inquired whether I can play the piece I played just now. I was dumbfounded but yet agreed like I was blowing feather off my hands. The confused part was I don't know what went wrong when those guys who were supposed to concentrate on their PS2 game shifted their attention to us. So here comes the teasing and all and the worst part was I couldn't turn around while continuing with my playing as the notes were jumping.

" OHH! Melvin blushing!" " Come on, she's waiting!" " OMG! Look at Melvin!" etc. sort of comments filled my ears. At that moment, I realised I wasn't actually listening to my playing but to their feeble attempt to make Melvin walk away from where he was standing. The worst of all was when I finally finished my playing, everybody was once again, preoccupied with the things they were initially doing. It made me felt pathetic. But who cares, this thing itself made it to the almost no. 1 hit to those who went to the party and comments spammed the picture of the situation taken by God knows who in facebook.

 

Next up was the 'DARE' game. It was fun and insane! Unfortunately, I text my dad and told him to come to pick me up at 10pm or I would have had more fun. After a few lucky guys got picked through the spinning of the devil pencil, I was the first girl to get picked. Well, I think I am a dare girl but the first paper I picked was way out of my ability. " If you read this, do not tell anyone about this. CRY NOW!" Trying hard to drag the drama queen in me, I started pulling the sad face but tears just refused to break free from my lashes.

In the end, I gave up and picked another paper which happens to be Joseph's. It was supposed to be like this, " Pick up Pei Ning's hand and slap Montri." Curiosity struck everybody in the room when I stared blankly at the paper. I winked at Joseph while trying the solve the puzzle in the back of my mind. " Erm, I guess its... * SMACK* " Montri got himself a slap without knowing what was happening. Almost got a standing ovation for that spontaneous act. It was remarkable and everybody would like to see Montri gets a slap. :D

So that was it. The highlight of the week I guess if nothing else interesting happens in days to come. 

When you discover your mission, you will feel its demand. It will fill you with enthusiasm and a burning desire to get to work on it.

Love, eve

Silence.

Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne - Down

The silence was excruciating

You heard the crickets

But you saw only shadow of your own

Dancing by the wall when you walked pass

Leaves shuffled in the chilly wind

Creating sounds which are common in horror shows

So creepy, so eerie

There was nothing you could do about it

As you were lost inside an unfamiliar world

So lost that you couldn't see an open door ahead

Then you stepped into a pool of quicksand

Which brings you down the more you struggle to stay alive

You just kept struggling while that thing is devouring you slowly

Very slowly

The next moment you were suffocating

Then you die slowly in pain

And you cried out loud in agony

Till you exhaled your last breath

And leave this cruel world you used to live in

Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.

Love, eve

Kanye West using Taylor Swift for publicity?

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

Kanye West crashes the VMA stage as Taylor Swift accepts the award for best female video during the 2009 VMAs on Sunday, September 13. Taylor Swift's fans aren't the only people outraged by Kanye's disrespectful act. Even celebrities get irritated by his foolish act!

Taylor Swift, our very own sweetheart, won the MTV VMAS 2009 award for best female music video. A smiling and very thrilled Taylor came on the stage to receive the award and the moment she was about to start her award acceptance speech Kanye West appeared on the stage out of nowhere. Mr. West took the microphone from her and bluntly said that it’s not she but Beyonce Knowles who has the best music video of all times and certainly deserves this award and left a surprised and confused Taylor on the stage. Taylor was baffled but the crowd started clapping for her and cheering her. She regained herself and started again to deliver her acceptance speech but the audience couldn’t hear her because a pre-recorded skit was being played in the background screen.

Beyonce pities Taylor and invited her up stage to share the spotlight. :D

 

I just think that Kanye is way too childish to interrupt Taylor's acceptance speech. Come on! Taylor is just a teenager trying to let the world listen and witness her abilities. So why don't you leave her alone and get on with your pathetic life? What has been done is done. Its irreversible. No matter how many trillion apologies Kanye tries to make, the scar in Taylor will still be there although she tries not to make a fetish of this.

So there we go. A chaos caused by Kanye West. Here are some celebrities' comments about this incident :

"Dear Kanye, What happened to you as a child?? Did you not get hugged enough?? Something must have happened to make you this way and I think we're all just curious as to what would make a grown man go on national television and make a talented artist, let alone teenager, feel like s--t...I was actually nominated in the same category that Taylor won and I was excited for her, so why can't you be?"   ---   Kelly Clarkson

"Tator Tot, you handled yourself with Grace. Kanye, go grow some f-ing balls bitch! don't mess w/my lil sis!"   ---   Kellie Pickler

"Kanye West is the biggest piece of s--t on earth. Quote me. My heart goes out to taylor swift. She is a sweet and talented girl and deserved her moment. She should know we all love her. Beyonce is a classy lady. I feel for her, too. It's not her fault at all, and her and taylor did their thing."   ---   Pink

Funny heh? That's all for now.

Credits : Info from E! Online.

Too often we are confronted with difficult circumstances in life that we fail to pull through. Learning from past experiences is a significant weapon that we tend to overlook.

Love, eve

First Love.

Taylor Swift - Teardrops on My Guitar

Never in a million light years i would have thought
That all these years we were destined to be as one

You charmed me with your gorgeous appeal
Mesmerised me with your melodious speech
You made me hyperventilate when you stare deep into my eyes
As if you are searching for a clue in it
The passion which exist between us is so fiery
It burns furiously that it hurts so much to think about it

I just want to hold you tight
To feel your presence in my imperfect life
To breath in your after-shaved scent
And rest my head against your broad shoulders
While you embrace my lovingly
And fill me in with the lullabies you wrote about me

You are my first love
And will remain one for eternity

A secret was spoken to you through the eyes

It may be unfathomable to the others

But it all amounted to a tacit confession

Love, eve

Living as a true Malaysian.

T-Pain Ft Teddy Verseti - Church

Warning : This is supposed to be an update few weeks ago. Exams is the culprit for the delay.

August 31st has come and gone once more. Despite the mass celebrations and revelry in the name of Malaysia being a united and independent country, many seemed to have missed the true meaning of being a dutiful and loyal Malaysian.

Countless remarks have been made by politicians through mass media that we as younger generations do not show patriotism towards our beloved country. But at times, it is undeniable that actions do not speak everything. From my point of view, meaning of being a true Malaysian must come from the heart. Some Malaysians may celebrate Merdeka as all the others do and even have flags hung over their compound or even on the roof of their car, but do they love Malaysia from the roots of their hearts?

I vouch that I may not show patriotism by celebrating Merdeka every year but I am a true Malaysian at heart. During my trip to overseas or recently to a homestay in Japan, I was definitely proud to declare that I am a Malaysian when inquired. I was especially disappointed and was let down when I discovered many Japanese put up a blank face when I mentioned Malaysia. It just puzzles me a lot why Malaysia, as such a significant country is not recognised, not even in Asia!

Therefore, I urge everyone to be true to yourself and serve this country truthfully as a Malaysian. It is not a quixotic idea to form 1 Malaysia and unite the whole nation, but it is up to us to strip off all the negative thoughts about other races, break the cold boundary which separates us and blend into each other's life. When one does and feels so, it is effortless to possess true patriotism qualities towards the country and live his live as a true Malaysian. I'm sure one wants to live in a country where people around the world don't even know it exists. :)

Love doing what you think is worth doing.

Love, eve.

Bolting towards becoming a legend.

Flo Rida (Feat. Ne-Yo) - Be On You

Warning : This is supposed to be something which happened few weeks ago. Exams is the culprit for the delay.

Usian Bolt has created history. If you are oblivious of this, you probably have to jump down the building now. The 23 years old world record holder for 100m sprint and 200m sprint, has shattered his own record for 100m sprint exactly one year after he did so in the Beijing Olympics 2008 with a short time of 9.58s on 16th August 2009.

In the meantime, he made the impossible possible when he created a new record in 200m with the split timing of 19.19s, exactly after one year he posted 19.30s at the Beijing Olympics to beat Micheal Johnson's 'untouchable' 19.32 from the Atlanta Games.

Newest research hypothyses that the longer a person's leg is, the bigger the leg muscle , thus creating the possibility of generating bigger energy to achieve higher velocity. Whatever it is, Bolt confessed that he still undergoes tight schedule of training to achieve better performance and admitted that he does not see a record as an achievement. However, the Jamaican said he wouldn't mind receiving a 'sir' title from queen Elizabeth and thinks that 'sir' Usian Bolt sounds pretty cool. :)

 

Love, Eve.