Yoga?! Jabbawockeez...

Yesterday, i had to forgo the pleasure of sleeping in my protective place where i can cuddle in for a longer period of time. I woke up when i was requested by my mum to do yoga with her. Well, it was quite tiring and i was astonished when the instructors in the video can lift up their hand for such a long time. My hands are so tired from lifting them for too long even until now.

By the way, my latest obsession is nothing but Jabbawockeez - Winner of America's Best Dance Crew Season 1. Here are some of my favourites:-

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/1148384/episode_5_jabbawockeez_in_americas_best_dance_crew/

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/yt-_Kn6SF9Oq0s/jabbawockeez_americas_best_dance_crew_audition_special/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ld-J2p6IPKY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q2liEHVhgE&feature=related

No regrets. They are nice! I like the humans, i like the dance, i like the style, i like the music, i like the costume, i like the mask, i like the gloves, i like the poses, i like JABBAWOCKEEZ!

No. 1 fan of Jabbawockeez
Evelyn

Tagging Along...

1. Who are you?
I'm Pei Ning a.k.a Evelyn duh?

2. Who is more important to you?
Family first, friend second, teacher third, stranger last...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Not that often. More when i face stress like exams.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Lack of it at times but am trying to work on it.

5. How many babies you want?
Isn't that too early to think about? Anyway, since the question is put out to me, i'll say... 2! A boy and a girl!

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Hell yea. I've seen one real close before in Genting Highlands. I can even see the end of it! Alas, there was no pot of gold in sight.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Enjoy my exchange to Japan! Just hope that i won't screw things up and must make it to Tokyo Disneyland! Since it is so close to where i am going to stay...

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes, i do at times. Most girls just hope that they find themselves a husband who loves them so much that they will never outgrow from it. That's what i think though...

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you?
Not rotten, smart ( as in dress smartly and got brains too), not shorter than me, caring, not self-centred, loving!

10. What feeling do you love most?
Overwhelming good feelings that makes me want to cry so much even though i do not know what makes me tear.

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Love me like he has never loved anyone before.

12. Is there anything you want to tell the people you hate?
I currently don't hate any. Just that i used to have a classmate who likes to bitch about me and made all my friends hate me. I mean WTF? I've never done anything that makes her unhappy or maybe she's jealous of me?

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes! Every one is so precious to me.

14. What does flying means to you - In a plane?
Travelling! Leaving Malaysia to somewhere.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
Going to Japan! I just love to see new things, gain new experiences, meet more people and most importantly indulge myself.

16. Who's hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
Of course is Chace! He is sizzling hot and good looking.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Cool, fun, macho, lame, interesting

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Nothing. I'm just a cheerful person.

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
I won't want the time to rewind, i want it to go on!

20. What are your fear(s)?
Emotional people and rubber bands.

I tag :
- Sean
- Yi Xuan
- Khy Li
- Xi- Ning

Evelyn

Open Ceremony for HOLIDAYS!

My holiday has officially starts. When i shaded my last answer on the answer sheet, I was overwhelmed! I could not believe that i have endured all the pain and stress throughout the whole period of exam. I vividly recall my stupid act of repeating this verse " I am so going to jump down the building right now!" And now, I want to do the other way, i want to fly!

My lungs is going to explode with joy. I am now this close to leaving Malaysia for the Youth Exchange Program i yearned for years. Now, it is like a dream come true! I get to go to Narita, Japan. I just gotten my host families details and now i have to shop for their souvenirs. I'll be leaving on 13th December and be back on 4th January which is the evening before school reopens! Going to celebrate my birthday, Christmas and New Year in Japan!

I am so free now! Somebody ask me out to an outing! Or a date? Just joking... Now I'm feel so bored that I WANT TO JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING or PLUNGE INTO A RIVER!

Anyway, its kind of late now so good night...

Hearts On My Way Here by Clay Aiken

Tagged by Bernard - My New Friend

Instructions:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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i'm 170cm tall.
i do not know what i want at the moment.
i'm not happy.
i hate my friends.
i hate my life.
i hate my grades.
i drive.
i'm bored of driving.
i have a white handbag.
i love dancing.
i go clubbing every week.
shopping is bullshit.
i have a tatoo of a star.
i got my navel pierced.
i have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
i still hang out wif my ex, although our break up was rather nasty.
i'm studying fashion.
i have a business running.
i hate cartoons.
i hate someone.
i have 10 Guess handbags.
i buy CLEO every month.
my parents dunno about my blog.
i have an ipod.
i dun have faith in the current "one"
my schoolmates know bout my blog.
i want to be a fashion designer.
i love rock emo bands.
i hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
i'm a rebel.
i'm starting to like wearing dresses.
i dont believe in love.
high school's filled with drama.
my parents have faith in me.
i bought shoes this month.
a blogger bitch about me before.
i hate sports.
i heart Italian food.
i hate meeting new people.
i hate nail polish.
the mother bear gives me hugs.
people should start appreciating me.
high school was the worst time of my life.
i have red hair.
one utama is my second home.
i'm a guy.
i'm scared of my biology exam.
i hate vacations.
we'll last. i believe in long distance relationships.
i'm gonna get high and smoke weed one day soon.
i robbed an old lady.
i'm starting to like applying make up.
i was a tomboy.
at times i think i still am tomboy.
i love bitching about people behind their backs.
i still have a best friend.
i have a cat.
i hate surprise parties.
i hate planning parties.
i'm hot.
i'm a sinner.
i got a DS light.
i have a wii.
i can live without music.
video games are a waste of time.
i miss the father bear.
i love being in love.
i know how to cook.
i have 100% freedom.
boys are assholes.
i hate math.
i love horror films.
my old friends keep in touch with me.
i'm happy with what i have.
i slept in my parents room for three days after watching scream when i was a kid.
i don't read newspaper.
the news is such a waste of time.
i hate animals.
i can't live without make up.
i curse like a pirate.
i'm happy with my 11 year old car.
i hate people that are smart.
i love apple juice.
i can't drink for nuts.
i believe everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
i got a new phone.
i'm going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
i love swimming.
i haven't worked out since march.
i think i'm fat.
i love my friends and family.

I tag no one...

Cameron Highlands Leadership Camp 2008

1st Day ( 07 November 2008)
Saw the driver jerking the gear continuously. Departed at 8.30 am sharp. Just as expected, the gear spoiled when we stopped beside KDU college. Went all the way down to god knows where but somewhere near Bandar Kinrara to get the gear fixed. All of us went to the mamak nearby to eat breakfast. Continue our journey around 10.30-11.00am. Watched ROGUE without any sound system ( mute for the whole movie). Stopped at Tapah for lunch then started up the hill. Got real bad headache on the way up. Forgotten to bring the medicine. Reached there around 4.30-5.00pm. Put my bag then peeled the head and clean the ikan bilis with Esther, Hillary, Daphney, Julie, Wai Yan, Xin Wei and Rabiatul! Very fun indeed doing it with so many people. Had sambal for dinner. Had period after dinner. Played ice-breaking game after dinner. That was when the scandal thing started and lasted throughout the whole camp ( credits to the Scandal Queen - Jessica). We had to remember people's detail and recognise people's face through their self-portrait drawing. Kah Kheng was involved in a scandal by proposing to Xin Hui while Chong De recited love poem to Yi Lin. Khai Sern had to do ballroom dancing with May Wen. Activity ended around 12.00am. Slept at 12.45am.

2nd Day ( 08 November 2008)
Woke up at 6.00am. Went for jogging around the blocks then did some exercise. Played Chilis and Tomatoes game. Had meehun for breakfast. Had the saudara Lombok situation. I manage to get MC out of his presidential post but got kicked out by Yi Lin in the end. Had break after that before lunch. Went out to catch some bugs with Wai Yan and Jessica. Followed Li Ren, Hillary, Esther and Daphney to the guys place. Just took a look how was it like. After lunch, went to the field for some sukaneka activity. Rained when we were playing. Went on to dodge ball after that in the mud. Went back and waited long for the limited toilet. After dinner, went to Berinchang night market. Wanted to buy strawberries but ended up buying only a cup of beans. Felt so guilty seeing Bernard shivering with cold as he sacrifice his jacket when it rained in the afternoon for the girls. En. Kamal taught us about the letters we have to write as human with posts like president, vice president and secretary. Everybody including me was half asleep when he was talking in front so he let us go early. To be continued tomorrow... I had my first time sleeping in a sleeping bag. Slept in a row with Esther, Hillary, Daphney and Xin Wei downstairs. =)

3rd Day ( 09 November 2008)
Woke up at 6.00am again. Same exercise routine as the previous day. Played the grab bottle thing and my group made the longest line in the line-making game. Had nasi lemak for breakfast then continued the boring course of En. Kamal. Still fell asleep. Went jungle tracking after that. Had to take care of Xin Wei as she is an amateur in jungle tracking. Followed sir to the tough route after that. I like challenges! Everybody had their butt dirty except for Li Ren and I. This proves that we are the pros! =x Rained on the way back. Wet again. Had lunch in a wet condition while the others took their bath. Played the miming game. The funny parts were we had to guess the names of the teachers. Secrets reserved for people who went for the camp. Split into groups to discuss about the performances we had to do on malam kebudayaan which is tonight and also BBQ night. An hour later~~ got called back by the penghulu i got irritated with and its performance time! A scandal broke between Li Ren and i as i was trying to warm my icy hands with his warm hands. SCANDAL~~ Screwed up my performance. It was utter bullshit and i didn't know what were we doing in front. Worst among all. Ate a piece of chicken ( breast meat) and a few pieces of sausages then we head out to the road to play games. Danced the " New Friend Found " dance, played london bridge is falling down, the getting back to own chair game and blow wind blow. Had lots of fun that it is already 11.30 when we were asked to stop playing and clean up. Helped to keep all the clean plates then gather with my group members to do the proposal En. Kamal demanded! Finished it in a very short time. Yu Jie and Chong De headed back early as sir wants them back before 12.00am. Chatted with Bernard, Li Ren, Xin Wei, MC, Sharon and Li Kheng. Annoying penghulu chased the guys back so have to get ready for bed before she continues nagging. Packed extremely fast and got downstairs when i realised the lights were already off. Prepared myself for bed in the dark. Last night in this Leadership Camp in Cameron Highlands 2008.

4th Day - Last Day ( 10 November 2008)
Woke up earlier than supposed to as i didn't know the actual time we had to get ourseves prepared for home. I was one and a half hour earlier than scheduled. Felt bored as the others packed their bag while i waited for my turn to brush my teeth. Rushed up and down the stairs getting the proposal ready to pass up before 8.00am when the guys were here. Managed at 7.58am. Still not late! Ate roti canai for breakfast. Bus came so early and pollute the fresh air there. Ish! Settled our stuff on the bus and took group pictures after we took our T-shirts. Almost had to wear L size when Wai Yan as a good girl gave me hers and took L herself. The shirt was dirty with some ink stains on it. I still looked small in it but it was the same for everyone including the guys. All of us had to take shirts bigger than our actual size. Visited the Strawberry Farm, Cactus Farm, morning market and a waterfall before heading down the hill. Stopped by Tapah again for lunch. Ate one small pack of nasi lemak bungkus that cost me RM1.30. Do you think i got conned? Reached school at 4.25pm. Kept some equipments back to the storeroom before heading home. Rushed to tuition at 5.00pm and another that lasted till 10.00pm. Fatigued that i fell asleep right after i lie down on my warmie bed.

Scribbled by Pei Ning...

Love my group members :

• Chong De ( GL)
• Yu Jie
• Bernard Ling
• Wani
• May Wen
• Sharon Ding
• Pei Ning

Bye Cameron...

Malicious ACT, Anguish Ending

This is something i read from somewhere, very meaningful indeed!

" I was reluctant to make a move. I was curious, yet that is unlawful. In the end, i was deceived by the devil resting beside my shoulder, leaning towards my ear, telling me that i would be such a coward if i don't. I walked up with guts to the shelf where all the pens and pencils are placed. I walked along it and chose the pen i was very satisfied with and nicked it after i scanned through everything around me. It was a hush-hush affair. If i were to be caught by a hidden CCTV, i would be dead meat. I stared to the open doorway sanguinely. Yet if i were to pass through that door, i would never be able to abscond from the deadly sensor that will detect the stolen pen.

My mind was quick. I shifted my gaze to a 40° angle book corner. It was the best location to finish my incomplete mission. I strolled calmly there with a steady pace and pretended i was interested with the books there. I randomly picked a book and sat down facing right at the isolated corner. I opened the book and started peeling off the price label and the bar code attached to the pen by cellophane tape. After i done my magic, i closed the book and slit the pen into my pocket. A smile with satisfaction filled my face. Without further delay, i paced out of the doorway victoriously and it did not trigger the alarm! Suddenly, i felt like i was the heroic character from the movie " Ocean's Thirteen "! My brilliant plan works so perfectly without any fault detected.

I proceeded down the escalator thinking all these thing were as easy as a piece of cake until someone followed behind me and tapped on my shoulder. I swing my head and my face went as pale as a dead corpse when that guy asked to check my pocket. It all struck so fast that i do not even have any moment to ask why and the next thing i knew was he took out the pen i stole and asked me how do i get this pen while swinging the pen in the air. Words could not be formed in my head and i was struck dumb by his question. Now i realised i have not thought of a lie to help me through the last stage of the event.

He demanded to check on the pen and brought me back to the place where i feel most unsafe now. I was asked to stand beside the security guard while he made his way back into the shop to do the checking. I heart was pounding so furiously as i waited. I wanted to storm right out from this place of hell and forget about the pen but i was afraid i would attract attention of the crowd. My thoughts were so chaotic that i felt like my head was an inch away from exploding. Before i even decided what to do, he was back with a distressing news that almost made my heart stop. I am dead meat now! I was caught!

He lead me to the staff room and showed me the whole video of me nicking the pen. I was stunned and speechless. I thought i saw no CCTV at all in the shop! How can that be possible!? He asked to speak to my mother personally and i couldn't resist it. I am going to jail this time! I called my mum and told her everything from head to tail. Through the phone, i can even feel the fiery breath of her and the disappointment in her sentences. I was heart-broken.

My mum came to my rescue. It was a long process. I could not even believe it that she was bearing all the pain in her heart and embarrassment just for me! She pleaded the manager to let me go with tears nourishing her cheeks. Whenever a teardrop break free from the side of her beautiful eyes, it was as if my heart was stabbed and i was numb all over my body. She was insulted by the manager but she did not care less. All she care is to convince the manager to let me go on to the right path once more and not to lodge a police report. At that moment, if a Ginny make an appearance and ask me what i wish for, i will definitely wish for a turn back of time so that i can restore the whole situation.

In the end, the manager agreed. My mum thank her profusely before she walked off from me coldly. How i hope she will give me the sharp stare i longed for. I knew she gave up on me already. She definitely was. When we got home, my mum sat down in front of me and asked me why do i have to do that when our family can afford it. She expressed her discontent and disappointment. For the first time in years, she shed tears that can flood the entire city.

I am sorry, mother. I would do anything to replace the vast mistake i made. I didn't mean to hurt your fragile feelings. I promise there will not be a second time. Not until my heart stop beating, not until my take my last breath on earth. Sorry..."

Miss tags

Got tagged by Yi Xuan and Joseph. This tag will start in 5 seconds, please switch off your mobile phones and keep quiet throughout the tag. Thank you for your cooperation.

RULE 1:Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.No TAG backs!

1. I like to crack lame jokes SPONTANEOUSLY!
2. I hate it when one is emo-ing. I just hate emo people. P.S : Emo is different from being emotionless.
3. I must wash my feet before bed.
4. I am a anti-sosial girl if you really observe me. But please don't stalk me.
5. My optimal napping time is 2 hours. Even so, i won't have trouble sleeping at night.
6. I don't think i need a mobile phone now. Instead, i think it is unnecessary.
7. I freak out when someone points a rubber-band at me.
8. I got sensitive eyes, nose and lips. My eyes will grow itchy when i am sleepy, i'll get running nose when in contact with dust, my lips crarks all the time.
9. I love jeans skirt!
10. I got trouble using pens. They always run out of ink even though i have only used it for a week or so.
11. I kind of like to do guy things. Can say i am a tomboy?
12. I hate to see people litter. I just give me a sting in the heart everytime i see one doing it.
13. I feel uncomfortable when someone keep on staring at me or ignoring me like i am invisible.
14. I can't sing. I'm not tone deaf tough, just that my vocal range is like less than an octave?
15. Things surrounding our planet fascinate me.

I tag : Me, myself and I.

Good night...

Saturday class

Knew i should not waste my time going to school today. It was boring except for the first two periods where we had chemistry experiments in the laboratory. Redid the failed copper(II) sulphate experiment. Got a feeling that it will not succeed at the end of the day. Stayed back in the lab during PJK class since Pn. Kwang so generously let us according to Ming Soon. Class attendance was poor compared to 4A and 4C. Heard that 4C got some interesting experiment today.

After recess, did not have much studies just a few exercise by Pn. Azmah then the end. Joseph came by our class and chit-chatted with Yi Xuan, Shu Ning and I. In the end, SN was obsess with her chemistry thing and YX had to do her poem thing so i played BINGO with him. Imagine the boredom i've been through, can almost see moss growing on my brains. Did not study for EST then school ended!

PRS camp konon...

Just came back from the camp yesterday evening around 7.30pm. In that camp, i thought Pei Ning will be quite tough for others to pronounce so i used Evelyn. Guess what? Neither could they pronounce that.

Anyway, for the whole of the first day, we did all the group discussions and had to listen to forums about PRS so the whole day is practically plain boring and requires lots of brainstorming. However, you can't brainstorm when your group members are not efficient enough and consist 90% of 'X' right? So, we had to create our own group name, logo, song, cheer, motto and presentation( singing for my group). And i created 18% of those when there were actually 12 brains in my group, motto and song.

After the whole exhausting day, they told us that we were going for night walk at 11.30 and told us not to bring any thing that consists of light or that will light up to the jungle. So we spend 5 dark miserable hours in the jungle and i caught up with this terrible headache. It was not cool at all. We went through several steep slides. In the dark, i grabbed a plant with thorn that scratched my hand and elbow. The scars are still obvious now but the pain is gone.

The next day, we had jungle tracking and flying fox. jungle tracking during the day is easy for me. Went through a few rivers to reach the waterfall. Shoe ended up wet and sandy. Flying fox is the best of all in the camp. I went up there quite easily and without fear despite the height and all the obstacles. The guy up there talked to me. " Takut tak?" " Tak lah!" " Form apa?" "4." "Oh, sudah besar, patutlah tak takut!" After i was prepared and ready to 'fly', i bid goodbye to that guy and flew down. I shouted with syok in the air as the wind gushed past my face. It suddenly come to a stop and i felt my body bounced back vigorously due to the high velocity before that. My hand muscle still aches now but it is worth it.

Boring formal ceremony after that, of course makes everybody fall asleep. Then those people go mad and scolded us for sleeping or trying to sleep during the ceremony. Can't help it mah... Dislike the camp commander. He didn't even participate in anything we did and sneaks off all the time. Always causes trouble to us. *smirks*

That night, i was already back to my home sweet home. My brother and sister watched Death Note while i plunged in to my warm and soft bed and fell asleep seconds after due to the fatigue and sleepless night before. Till now after i came back, i think i have already slept for 19 hours. I think it is sufficient enough for me to get rid of the tiredness and sleepiness. So i just woke up about 2 hours ago. Doing tomorrow's tuition homework. Happy Independents Day! XOXO

Evelyn

Bye Bye

It has been four days since my YE went back to Japan, I really miss the time we had together. The moment i hug her on the car right before i leave for Physics tuition is still hovering round my mind. Sometimes you just have to move on and store the past in your 'computer' as a memory.

Anyway, it is Independence Day again. My class is united! We sang Sejahtera Malaysia and Tanggal 31 and won all the other Form 4s and appear as FIRST! But now, my class seemed to be a bit obsess with both the songs. Today, we practice on purpose during Encik Alim's period and succeed skipping one of the two periods we had to bear with him. And our class decoration is nice! A bit too exaggerating though. Pau Ling the 'CNN Reporter Merdeka Special' kept me update with the number of flags in our class. The final number is 313 Jalur Gemilangs. That's a big sum for a small class-decorating competition for Merdeka. I got a feeling that we are going to win pole position again.

Tomorrow, i am going to a PRS camp with Yi Xuan and be MIA for the choir performance. Sorry class but i believe you all will make our class proud and make 4BR shine upon the heavenly light once more! Show the spirit, show them who are the 4BRians!

Pei Ning signing off for the last time before leaving for her going-to-be-very-patriotic camp.