the first.

Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore

I was clueless. Then, I was speechless.

My beautiful angels, despite their finals day, went through all the hassle just to make sure I get my beautiful fairytale birthday surprise. And so I heard, these angels took their exam in the morning, went straight to Walmart to purchase all stuff needed, got stuck waiting for the shuttle for incredibly long time, got stuck picking flour over the million types of flour laid on the shelves, trouble baking my Elmo Birthday cake in that unbelievably small rice cooker (I am still wondering how they managed to pull it off), rushed through all the decorations in Yee Jin's room, rushed to their evening exam, rushed back to continue preparing for my surprise. These angels, whom I admire more compared to those Victoria Secret angels, my wonderwomen, Hao Tian and Kate Kim Myung Joo. Why they so nice lah???

Knowing that I have such an odd fetish for Elmo, they baked me a beautiful Elmo birthday cake, bought me a beautiful Elmo helium balloon, which I currently let it sit on the edge of my bed.

Can you imagine my reaction when I walked into my surprise?? I actually cried profusely like a sad sad child. So they said, it was really depressing. I was actually hyperventilating. I had to give my thank you speech. It was sad as well, as I struggled to spill words of thanks in between irregular breathing periods. It was tormenting. Some of them found it funny, I now find it funny as well, but gentleman Kyle took my tears seriously. That man can be so amazingly funny sometimes.

My first birthday party. My first birthday celebration with friends. My first birthday surprise. My first birthday card from my friends. Joey, the weird double-jointed one, predicted correctly as he wrote in my card saying that he bet I will be crying when I read the card. Did I mention how badly I wanted to smack him in his ice-skating wound? He's still the best, despite the fact that he refused to say hi to me at the beginning of the semester. Yukari likes my smile? :) :D

What more I can say about my best man? My Elmo impersonator? Bought me some adorable Elmo bedroom slippers which eyes wobble around when I walk :)

This present was accompanied by a bad joke, though it was acceptable - one side for birthday, one side for Christmas. Okay, I get it. Still, thank you heaps ♥

 I hope everyone will have an enjoyable winter break, Christmas holidays and New Year before we meet again. Oliver and Sangsupa are among those that I won't be meeting again but I really hope we can meet each other again. Oliverrrr :'( Such a great person. Great classmate too. Will miss him. Sangsupaaaaa :'( Why she so funny?? So naughty too. I will miss her :'(

Not to mention that I am flying to Minnesota in a few hours time to meet Amanda Panda!! My Elmo came from her :)

Till then~

Love,

happy Pei Ning

white.

Untouchable - Taylor Swift

I just had the most emotional hair clip search. And I admit- I am a very emotional person.

I came back from dinner, took out my laundry and somehow, i remembered that i had to look for my Plattsburgh special edition badge because i haven't seen it in a while. Then i began searching for my beloved white hair clip that i was using this morning because i simply want to use it.

i searched around my study desk, in the drawers and i couldn't find it anywhere. That was when i began to panic. I checked the trash can right beside my table but it wasn't there. Roommie told me she took the trash out this afternoon. I went out searching for it. Yes that was right. Rummaging through the rubbish in the hallway looking for my hair clip. I looked like a fool. Someone threw ice cream over my trash and it was so disgusting. There was some food crumbs, banana skin, loads of tissue, dust and hair. I looked through all of them. Still, I couldn't find it :(

I went back to my room to continue my search, but no matter how much and detailed i looked, it was all in vain. I broke down and cried. Even though it did not cost me a bomb getting that hair clip, that white thing was my favorite clip of all! I cried. I was sad. Someone walked away because i was acting all silly. Well, I treasure my things. That was why i care so much. That was why i cried :'(

I wrote "mourn for my white hair clip" on the board hanging on my door. I was sincerely sad.

Just when i was about to give up and "die", a short and sharp thought pierced through my sorrow like an arrow shot by an archer, i literally attacked my pyjamas which was folded neatly, lying on top my cupboard. I dug through the pocket and there it was!! I was overwhelmed with the joy of recovering my white hair clip. So overwhelmed that i cried. Much more than when i thought i lost it.

I guess right now, Tian and Myung Joo officially think that i am such a small kid, crying over my lost stuff, crying much more when i found it back. That's who i am. I still remember all the important things i have lost that i never recovered. Those that i still feel guilty and mourn about.

Anyways, drama all out.

Its over.

I found my white hair clip.

The End

emotionalLee

fluffy,

self-created tune about a blue fluffy dolphin

Recently, out of curiosity, i clicked on a link posted on Twitter and it was about pink fluffy unicorns dancing on rainbows. Besides that joker's face and the adorable props, the tune was catchy and got stuck in my head just one time watching it.

Well, aren't unicorn plushies so cute you wanna die?

I've seen kids in movies carrying those unicorn plushies around. I remember seeing it in Transformers and of course, Despicable Me!! So adorable!!

I need me one as well. And I want a pink and fluffy one!! It may or may not appear dancing on a rainbow that doesn't matter.

Here's the video if you want to watch it. Hazards warning.

So yesterday, I went to Matta Fair and caught up with my dad's ex-classmate and his wife. They were the bosses of one of the travel companies. So aunty gave me one of the door gifts - a blue fluffy dolphin! At first, I really thought it was a blue fluffy unicorn instead. Hahaha. Talk about obsession, talk about fetish. It was not big, just key chain sized, perfect, so I can bring it over to the US and hang at my new bag :) Its blue nature will sure stand out with my colorful pink red white green striped Jim Thompson bag *:)

Here's it.

Blue fluffy dolphin attack!!
Just kidding...
Still a young girl at heart, eve.

sweet serenade.

Speak Now - Taylor Swift

As time ticks pass, my hope gradually fades. More like drowned with the minutes. But I'm struggling to stay up, so that I can continue to wait, whereas you probably are at somewhere, oblivious of my anticipation.

Woke up today feeling weary and groggy with a mild aching of the stomach. Half-boiled egg and hot chocolate for breakfast. mmm... Very unusual and delicious.

Went out for shopping with the family at MidValley and the Gardens. Our greatest motivation then was to find a shirt for daddy for new year, turned out, he didn't get anything while I bought a cute sailor-like polo T from Nautica. That sums up to 7 pieces of garments for new year. Omggg... The most in my new year outfit history. Would've added one more dress from Cotton On to the list but mummy said since I'm transferring to US already, I shouldn't buy too many clothes cause I can't bring too many over. Cruel truth always hurts. :(

Obligated to do spring cleaning with the family tomorrow. I loathe. Cause I'll always end up sneezy and sniffy after. Its not fun. Especially to catch a flu caused by dusts. Its disgusting. Just imagine dust particles entering your nose, then lungs? ohemgeee...

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Anyways, I'm still working on my personal statement. How inefficient a person like me can be. I should totally stop playing Tetris Battle on Facebook and start working on my uni applications. Deadlines are nearing dear. Get to work. Just how many times I need to remind myself. -.-

Checklist:

- Abnormal Psychology assignment

- Study for Western Civilization quiz

- Personal statement

- Uni application forms

- Spring Cleaning

- Celebrate Chinese New Year

The holiday is never enough. :(

Pei Ning.

"Bride Knight"

Those are the moments I won't give up for anything else...

Just a little something that I have to get out of my head and I don't want to do it in Twitter cause I tweeted a lot today. :/

"You know what you can do? You can stuff your head into the toilet bowl, and flush the hell out of yourself. Then you can go around and try to convince people that you have a well functional mind cause you just proved that you don't."

I know its nonsensical and random but it has been bothering me so much since just now.

Do any of you actually talk to yourself? As in literally talking like you're talking to somebody but the conversation is all directed towards yourself. As in you ask the question and you answer yourself.

Oh no confession time! I do. Especially in the shower. I'm crazy! I'm schizophrenic! *gasp*

And it is in the shower, when all the most random and nonsensical stuffs will come attacking my mind. You know like how the psychologists will say that the unconscious will manifest your mind and your dreams when you sleep? It seems like the unconscious is manifesting my mind as well when I shower! Okay now I'm convinced that I'm losing my mind a little.

Anyway, today's Developmental Psychology lecture was a little better than the last. I did not fall asleep. But something else was more distracting than ever! It was a girls hair. It was curled. And it has some white unknown particles on it! Not a few but a lot! We were guessing that its her scalp. Ewww... Disgusting!

Oh... *rewind rewind*

Sleep wasn't good at all. Had very disturbed sleep patterns since the last few days. I'm officially zombified.

*rewind some more*

I went to Singapore last Wednesday evening and came back on Sunday night.

Main reason: my grandmother's birthday.

Main joy: bought two really adorable men T-shirts for myself from a shop called Vintage:FB. But who cares? Its so cute that even though its over-sized (obviously), i'll still wear it to public area. Bleh...

Main amusement: the MRT announcer. "Next station, Novena" :D Bliss.

Nothing else special besides liking some childish moments with the sister.

*forward forward forward*

Watched Easy A. Its kinda a nice movie. I pity the character.

Rant of the day: Study please. You have a quiz tomorrow. kthxbai.

Pei Ning

Today was a Fairytale.

I Dreamed a Dream - Susan Boyle

Hmm... I don't get why Taylor Swift's songs all made it to the Billboard Top 100 even though they are just normal with only simple rhythm.

I personally think her songs are nice. Pleasant. Dreamy. Surreal. Disney.

She is somehow my inspiration. Her songs, although seemed utter impossible and definitely not applicable in real life situations, but the happilyeverafter endings somehow give us a ray of hope in the midst of disillusionment of innocent children. As Adam Sandler said in the movie Bedtime Stories, there are no happy endings in real life. And as I grew up and learnt more things, I was most frequently let down by this place of ultimate reality, cruelty. A world without miracles.

Disney cartoons are false portrayer of life. Enchanted, Cinderella, Beauty and the Beast.Ohmygosh. :/

But they really do work for young children. They should actually change that U status of these kinda of movies into a newly created K status which is strictly for CHILDREN BELOW 12 ONLY!

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Being emotional is not my style. But yeah. I do have feelings too. I am still a human at least. Despite the late night thing going on which makes me half vampire already. All right. A rare fact of me. I actually like the taste of blood. Sometimes when I have wounds in my mouth like ulcer or bleeding gums cause by that stupid wire gauze braces slash retainer of mine, I actually suck blood out of them and taste it. Its so rare and authentic the taste of it. nyomnyomnyom! :)

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I actually realised something really childish. You see in MSN, when your status is green instead of the red which means you are busy, you are actually telling your friends that you are AVAILABLE! :D

Don't quite get it? Hmm... which means you are not in any relationship and its okay for people to go for you. :) Ultimate cuteness! *squeals*

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Ever since I have gotten back my Psychology quiz marks, I have been contemplating. What has gone wrong? It seems like the answers I was confident of didn't turn out to be right. I got like a miserable 14/40. Oh gosh! I must really think again whether I should study Psychology. Cassandra told me that she saw my Stats marks. Might be full marks. So maybe I should do maths instead. Since its what I like and enjoy doing huh? :P

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Chinese New Year is still fresh to me. Its so awesome this year. So indescribable. Saturday is going to be busy. Absolutely. Got two open houses to go to. My dad's colleague's in the afternoon and my dad's ex-classmate's in the evening. I'll definitely bring the camera along. Pictures Pictures! :)

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Owh! I didn't tell about my house's plan has changed! Yes and yay! After soo many years. New lights have been added making my living room a total romantic kinda atmosphere. Loving it to the core. Sneek peeks. :D

You will stop living if you stop believing.

The way you walked towards me was as if you were completing my incomplete circle. You led me to the dance floor and did that Argentine dance routine which i fitted in perfectly albeit never attempted. We were so flawless together like Prince Charming and his princess in a fairytale castle of a far far away kingdom. P.S. I love you.

Love, eve

Owh. See ya!

If I Ain't Got You - Alicia Keys

Today, turned out no one did their presentation. Reason was that Mr. Marzuki changed his mind by switching many other's topics except for a few of us ( fortunately ) like myself, Hiran, Imani,Loh and Derick?? I've got more to worry about now especially for my Quizzes coming up next week. :(

Owh, I think I am so bossy. Mumbling about my quizzes all the time! Bear with me

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Afternoon, I was at KPD Block E level 3 waiting for Mr. Marzuki when I looked to the dimly lit stairway and saw Andrew. Didn't expect to see him there but I still waved and went to talk to him. The awkward thing was that he opened his arms wide waiting for me to fall in between.Weird. But that was not the worst thing. My Malaysian Studies lecturer, Ms. Su was watching. Gosh! She must be thinking something... :(

I've never hugged a guy in my life except for my brother and my dad. Disorientated.

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After reading Daniel's blog, I realised I didn't update you guys about my piano! Geez! How can I forget such important thing? * bangs head *

But yeah, if you don't know about this already, my parents bought me a new Yamaha exam grade piano last year before my trials. We aimed for the Grand initially cause the price then in the piano fair was quite reasonable. Unfortunately, my home didn't have a place for it to sit. Well, I will in years to come, after I get my own house. YAY!

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Yeah, and my old Challen piano was sold, to a family. That piano was actually more than 10

years old but still in great condition. Even the buyer were incredibly satisfied with the current condition of the piano and said it was really very well kept.

It really got a whole loads of sweet & bitter memories as it accompanied me till my diploma, as well as my sister's and till my brother's Grade 8. But due to our higher piano education level, that piano was definitely not suitable for us anymore. In fact, it never was since I was doing my Grade 5 at year 2003. I don't, however think I will be missing the piano based on the feel of playing it. You know, its just too hard for me to control the expression using that as it really felt like I was playing a keyboard instead. Light keys and stuff...

Tough :/

Yeah, so I am being a little nostalgic yet contradicting now...

Just a small thing. Well its actually quite an amazing thing - This February actually have 4 Mondays, 4 Tuesdays, 4 Wednesdays, 4 Thursdays, 4 Fridays, 4 Saturdays and 4 Sundays.
This extraordinary phenomenon only happens once in every 11 years.

Embrace it yo!

Can I stop and stare? Because the scenery is breath-taking here.

I had the sweetest dream

And the best thing was that you were in it

Love, eve

What's New? What's Not?

Currently listening to I Do Not Hook Up by Kelly Clarkson

During the nerve-wracking examination period, I wished this day will never come. I prayed hard for time to freeze at that moment so I would not need to sit for anymore exams. That would just be something I craved for albeit the fact that I knew deep down, it will never break the bubbles of impossibilities.

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It was Saturday morning. After I went through an agonising three weeks enduring the perplexing questions thrown to us by the merciless teachers, its time for a break and indulge myself with something new.

My godfather came down to KL from JB to visit my family and I. And guess what? He bought me a new cell phone which is Nokia 5130 Music Xpress! Check this out...

Although its not the most expensive phone or the latest iphone, but I am overwhelmed by the gratefulness in me. Thank you godfather.

Besides that gorgeous phone, I received another sporty yet elegant kind of watch as a present from my godfather. Its one of the limited edition ARBUTUS watch and it probably is the most expensive and nicest watch I've ever worn on my bony wrist. It looks perfect. I adore it a lot. Thank you again.

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Till now, I am feeling rather satisfied with my results. Not that I did better than what I achieved the last time, but I felt I got the results I wanted and expected. Credits to Mei Yi, Pau Ling and those who helped me out during the torturing period again. I feel really grateful. Really. Now I have to keep my fingers crossed for the results coming up tomorrow and in the future but that will be after the holidays...

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Listening to No Surprises by Chris Daughtry

Is it true what people say nature makes you think and appreciate? Why can't humans stop upsetting mother nature?

Maybe its because there's nothing left for us to appreciate in this world...

XOXO

Evelyn

Stuart Little The Making

For experimental purposes, my brother bought two white mice from the Megah Pet Shop place. I do love animal if they keep a distance from me or are kept in a cage! They are very cute! :D

Here are some pictures taken by my brother. Enjoy!

Their cuddling awed me every time. The way they hold their food and bite is so cute! Sooner or later, they will become this.

P.S : This experiment is just to test their intelligence and not for dissecting purposes.

Evelyn

My sister's host parents..

My sister's host parents came to visit her few days before Chinese New Year. Guess what he bought for me? A grammar dictionary and a computer dictionary ( some kind of translate dictionary )Kanji and Hiragana dictionary..

And of course we brought him around KL and also my hometown - Malacca. They had fun and i can say that they are adorable and a smiley couple. They went back to Japan on New Year's Eve though so they don't get to celebrate CNY in Malaysia.In a restoran in Malacca..In St. John's hill..

In the airport... farewell~~

What i got from Japan??

During the December holidays, my brother went to Japan and he bought lots of stuffs back to Malaysia... However, i just manage to take pictures of the stuffs he and his host parents bought for me... ( lazy you know )Symetrical pencil and an eraser..Key chain from Universal Studio JapanA ringing thing for hp.. i don't have one..Erasable highlighter...

One Good News.. for me..

Guess what? My hard work is worth it.. After practising piano for so long despite PMR, I passed my Diploma exam!! I'm overwhelmed.. I can't believe i can pass this exam because it kind of hard and a lot of people had failed this exam..

I been learning piano since 4 years old until now.. Been taking Yamaha exam and ABRSM exam but guess what? I never got a Distinction for all the exams except for Grade 8 exam for ABRSM. That i cried with joy.. And now? I passed!!!

I can't really remember but my teacher said that if you passed this Diploma, you will get some kind of title for your name like Dato' kind of title but obviously the title given is not Dato'... So i have got to ask him and confirm with him about this...

So yea.. as long as i am happy its fine..

Whee~~

After waiting for so long for my picture to get framed, today is the day!! My dad brought us to IKEA for lunch then we head to buy my frame!!

YEY!! Although its just a cheap IKEA frame, it is really nice.

I'm overwhelmed now with the picture hanging on the wall and school re-opens tomorrow!! I just can't wait for it.

3~2~1~ Happy New Year!!!

On new year eve, i went to a friend's house to a countdown new year party. So it was quite boring at the starting and after that there are games for childrens, small kids and my sister and i were asked to play along and the games are so childish so we sneaked into the kitchen to join my parents.

After that we went to the upper most floor ( there are 2 1/2 floor ) for karaoke. There are two old man holding the mic singing all the way but their voices are hidious. We couldn't stand any more so down we go again. We went back to the living room and we found out that the last game wasn't that childish so we played. To my surprise, i won that game although that game uses mind and very confusing.

So i was the first-runner up for the whole game session as i got a lot of stickers because of the game. I got a mini-version hamper as the price.

The prices i won...

my house goes crazy every half an hour...

my house has a lot of clock...so they go ding dong or cuckoo every half an hour... let me show you the clocks in my living room...
the grandfather clock...
the cuckoo clock ... quite ' old ' already...
the new cuckoo clock bought not long ago ...less than a month...
grabbed from the internet...

this also cuckoo clock...bought quite long ago also...

There is another grandfather clock which i didn't take the pic... so....every1 of these clock make noise every half an hour...annoying sometimes...=X

Am I qualified to be a model ???

Well, it is actually a very boring yet 'buzy' Saturday. My parents went out lar so i've got time to 'play'. Well, i was actually practising my art, but my sister and I just couldn't be too discipline sometimes so we took quite a lot of pictures of OURSELF!!!

AND we tried acting like a model of Swatch and took some picture. COOL EH !!! Here's what we took...

the yengness of me...cool leh...

my sister pretty or not?

this one cooler than the other 1 but the background not that nice... =(

Hey , seems like the previous blog is not the last one before my holiday trip....

the limited edition mouse pad....
and the limited edition ruler....

Hey guys , seems like what i said in the previous blog is not true .

Actually , I didn't know that i got a price for joining that 'how to chase away a monster' contest although its just a consolation price . And you know what its just a mouse pad and a ruler of 'Monster House' , limited edition . Well guess you just see the picture .

Ok , thats all , hope this is not the last one before my trip ....

yey!!!! i got my birthday present......although its a bit early this year....

my dolly doll.... cute?


Surprisingly , i got my birthday present earlier than i expect...yes!
This year , i go a present from my beloved friend , Shuning , guess what i got? Haahaha , its something like to decorate your finger nails . I really like that present although its a small present , but it mean a lot , you know?
I also get a drawing from Xinwei . She gave me the drawing as my birthday present .

Other than that , i got a CD Player from my auntie . Yes!!! I finally own a CD player i longed for , although now everybody wants mp3 , mp4 , handphone , some more the newest play station 3 , but its ok for me , as long as its a present , i'll accept .

So how is everyone's holiday? Mine is extremely boring , can't wait for december , can't wait for the trip . Ahhhhh , can't even wait for school reopen !!! What ?! PMR ?! No way!!! Hahaha , i think i'd better enjoy the holidays , so next year can work harder for PMR exemination .